Dreams...

Hi...It’s seven thirty in the moing..I stayed awake all night taking care of unfinished tasks. He has gone to work, and I’m sitting here with a cup of herbal tea(lavender) , staring at the path I've come so far….... Everything feels so strange and fascinatingWhen I look at where I am now, I ask myself: how could I not have predicted this future? It was so clear… There were so many things I should have understood beforehand.My mind drifts off to unrelated thoughts or maybe the world is pulling me in that direction.I feel a deep sense of gratitude for the passing of time. Everything is unfolding in its own rhythm, in its own perfect timing.... I am exactly where I need to be... You are exactly...

I wanted to write here because this is my safe place ever... i love to write here about my dreams and I know I deserve them all. I tried hard and hard for them...

از وقتی گفتن پشت بوم خوابگاه برقش اتصالی پیدا کرده و خیلی خطرناکع هر لحظه دلم بهم میگه پاشو برو رو پشت بوم /:...

بعضی وقتا دلم عین بچه ها بهونه ی یه آهنگ قدیمیو میگیره... از همه بدتر زمانیه که اون آهنگ رو نتونی پیدا کنی... یعنی دلم میخواد گریه کنم... نزدیک به یک ساعته که توی اینترنت دنبال آهنگ dance with me از christo4 میگردم اما انگاری همچین آهنگی اصلا وجود نداره... نیست که نیست... خواهش میکنم هرکسی این اهنگ رو داره بهم بگه.... وگرنه تا صبح گریه میکنم :((...